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alwaysme: gadgetry weaponry (I can feel the hum)

♫ I'm Not Laughing -- Lacey Sturm

[personal profile] alwaysme 2025-05-21 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
She's walking on eggshells
Biting off her tongue
She's still searching for herself
But it ain't pleasing no one

And none of you know her anyway
You don't even want to
They aren't your tears, it ain't your pain
So what's it too you?

I'm not laughing
Don't get confused!
I'm not pointing my finger
Don't want to be like you
No! No! No!

She doesn't know she's beautiful
Cause all she ever hears
Is your insecure loud mouth
Feeding off her fears

And all you know is that everyone is looking at her now
You shoot her with your mouth, your gun
But I can hit too somehow

I'm not laughing
Don't get confused!
I'm not pointing my finger
Don't want to be like you
No! No!
I'm not laughing
Don't get confused!
I'm not pointing my finger
Don't want to be like you
No!
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(Stop it! Now!)
(Stop it! Now!)

I'm not laughing
Don't get confused
I'm not pointing my fingers
I'll never be like you
No! No!
I'm not laughing
Don't get confused!
I'm not pointing my finger
Don't want to be like you
No! No! No!

(I'm not laughing)
(I'm not like you! I'm not like you!)
(I'm not like you! I'm not like you!)
(I'm not laughing)
(I'm not like you! I'm not like you!)
(I'll never be like you!)
I'm Not Laughing by Lacey Sturm
Edited 2025-05-21 23:41 (UTC)
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alwaysme: gadgetry weaponry (is looking at her now)

♫ Where's Your Head? -- NOISY

[personal profile] alwaysme 2025-05-21 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[Chrorus]
I know a sad girl hittin' my phone at two
Waking me up ’cause she got the blues
Calling my name from upon the roof
What am I tryin' to say?

I know a sad boy losing his left and right
He could be using a mate tonight
When he be down, he be questionin' life
Tell me, what can I do?
(Get down)

[Verse 1]
Where’s your head at?
Where your meds at?
It's proving hard to get somebody
Just to talk back
She needs a real friend
Not one with fake stories
And I'm tryna understand it, I mean it

[Chorus]
I know a sad girl hittin' my phone at two
Waking me up 'cause she got the blues
Calling my name from upon the roof
What am I tryin' to say?
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I know a sad boy losing his left and right
He could be using a mate tonight
When he be down, he be questionin' life
Tell me, what can I do?

[Verse 3]
Can I make a sad boy
Turn his head 'round to be mad boy?
He needs a place he can breathe
Feeling at ease
He needs some real joy
Making excuses to real friends
Faking a smile, he can pretend
Then over and over he goes
Nobody knows what’s in the deep end

[Chorus]
Yeah, I know a sad girl hittin’ my phone at two
Waking me up 'cause she got the blues
Calling my name from up the roof
What am I trying to say?

I know a sad boy losing his left and right
He could be using a mate tonight
When he be down, he be questionin’ life
Tell me, what can I do?
[Bridge]
(I thought they)
I thought they were faking it, making it all up
But I was mistaking it, taking it wrong
But this shit is so real, man
And now that I can see, how could I have been so blind?
I was oblivious, man are you serious?
Brushing it off, 'cause I hadn't experienced all that you feel
But I know this is real, tell me how do you feel?

What am I tryna to say?
What am I tryna say?
(Mistaken, taking wrong, but this shit is so-)
What am I tryna to say?
Am I tryna say?
(How could I have been so blind? I was o-)
What am I tryna to say?
Am I tryna say?
('Cause I hadn’t experienced all that you feel)
But I know this is real, tell me how do you feel?

[Chorus]
I know a sad girl hittin' my phone at two
Waking me up 'cause she got the blues
Calling my name from upon the roof
What am I trying to say?
I know a sad boy losing his left and right
He could be using a mate tonight
When he be down, he be questionin' life
Tell me, what can I do?

(Get down)
Where's Your Head? by NOISY
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alwaysme: gadgetry weaponry (this power's)

♫ Start a War -- Klergy & Valerie Broussard

[personal profile] alwaysme 2025-05-21 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
So, you wanna start a war?
In the age of icons?
So, you wanna be immortal?
With a loaded gun?
So, you wanna start a war?
Whoa, war, oh-oh
So, you wanna start a war?
Bang, shots fired
Pain is what you desire
The pen is mightier than the sword
Then how did we get here, my God?
(My God)
Sail among liars
Blame the deniers
If history is dead and gone
Then how did we get here, my God?
(My God)
So, you wanna start a war?
In the age of icons?
So, you wanna be immortal?
With a loaded gun?
So, you wanna start a war?
Whoa, war, oh-oh
So, you wanna start a war?
Whoa, war, oh-oh
So, you wanna start a war?
Whoa, war, oh-oh
Whoa, war, oh-oh
So, you wanna start a war?
So, you wanna start a war?
So, you wanna start a war? (Whoa)
In the age of icons? (Oh-oh)
So, you wanna be immortal? (Whoa)
With a loaded gun? (Oh-oh)
So, you wanna start a war?
Whoa, war, oh-oh
So, you wanna start a war?
So, you wanna start a war?
My God, my God (my God)
If history is dead and gone
Then how did we get here, my God?
My God
Start a War by Klergy & Valerie Broussard
Edited 2025-05-21 23:48 (UTC)
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alwaysme: gadgetry weaponry (climbing my way in a tree)

♫ Kingdom -- Young Tribe

[personal profile] alwaysme 2025-05-21 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Let the flood gates open wide
Feel it break from the inside
No room for fear, this is my time, my time
To light up and burn brighter
I was born with a fire
And I'll be the flame rising higher and higher
Yeah

You won't take me down
I'll fight for this crown

I would die for this kingdom
Sweat blood for this kingdom
I would die for this kingdom
You won't take me down

I would die for this kingdom
Sweat blood for this kingdom
I would die for this kingdom
You won't take me down

I'll light up and burn brighter
I was born with a fire
And I'll be the flame rising higher and higher
Yeah
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You won't take me down
I'll fight for this crown

I would die for this kingdom
Sweat blood for this kingdom
I would die for this kingdom
You won't take me down

I would die for this kingdom
Sweat blood for this kingdom
I would die for this kingdom
You won't take me down

[instrumental break]

I would die for this kingdom
Sweat blood for this kingdom
I would die for this kingdom
You won't take me down

I would die for this kingdom
Sweat blood for this kingdom
I would die for this kingdom
You won't take me down
Kingdom by Young Tribe
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♫ I'm Not Dead Yet -- LEDGER

[personal profile] alwaysme 2025-05-21 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Called to the ring
Taking me round by round
It hurts and it stings
Taking me down, down, down
You think that you caught me
I can hear you taunt me
Fractured and I'm falling down
My enemy is watching me bleed
But I'm not dead yet
So watch me burn
Go on trying, lying, you're so sure
I may be broken
But I'm not done
I'll go on fighting, while there's breath in my lungs
'Cause I'm not dead yet
No I'm not dead yet
You wait for the day
That I'll be counted out
You stand at my grave
Already breaking ground
But I don't think you know me
There's a side you don't see
Been to hell and made it out
My enemy, I'll watch you bleed
But I'm not dead yet
So watch me burn
Go on trying, lying, you're so sure
I may be broken
But I'm not done
I'll go on fighting, while there's breath in my lungs
'Cause I'm not dead yet
No I'm not dead yet
I'm still awake
I won't go away
It's gonna take more than you can bring
Calling my name
Heaven is calling my name
But I'm not dead yet
So watch me burn
Go on trying, lying, you're so sure
I may be broken
But I'm not done
I'll go on fighting, while there's breath in my lungs
'Cause I'm not dead yet
No I'm not dead yet
I'm still awake
I won't go away
It's gonna take more than you can bring
I'm Not Dead Yet by LEDGER
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alwaysme: (I'm not pointing my finger)

♫ Haunted -- DIAMANTE

[personal profile] alwaysme 2025-05-21 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll follow you into the dark
I'll be the shadow creeping through every part
Of you
I've got a hold
You think by now you'd know that you'll never be alone
You know you'll always be haunted, haunted
Hey I'm getting under your skin
You're stuck with me 'til the end
How does it feel to be haunted, haunted
Hey I'm getting into your bones
And everywhere that you go
You know you'll always be haunted
How does it feel?
So how does it feel?
I am the face you see inside In your own reflection
The mirror never lies
Come out at night
I'll be your only friend
I'm just a breath behind
You know you'll always be haunted, haunted
You know you'll always be haunted, haunted
Hey I'm getting under your skin
You're stuck with me 'til the end
How does it feel to be haunted, haunted
Hey I'm getting into your bones
And everywhere that you go
You know you'll always be haunted
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel with me inside?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
You know you'll always be haunted, haunted
I'm in your head
The darkest parts
You won't forget
I'll leave a mark
You can't deny
The voice inside
I'll hold you tight
Never let you go
Never let you go
Hey I'm getting under your skin
You're stuck with me 'til the end
How does it feel to be haunted
Hey I'm getting into your bones
And everywhere that you go
You know you'll always be haunted
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel with me inside?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
You know you'll always be haunted, haunted
How does it feel? How does it feel?
Haunted by DIAMANTE
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alwaysme: (take me home where I belong)

♫ R U Game by Hael

[personal profile] alwaysme 2025-05-22 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
[Verse 1]
I do better under pressure
I'm down for little competition
Got sweat drip dripping down my temples, woah
This power’s something fundamental though

[Pre-Chorus]
I can feel the hum and the rush of the crowd
I can hear the claps and the noise getting loud
Whatcha gonna do when the clock runs out?
The time is now (The time is-the time is now, hey)

[Chorus]
What do you say?
Do you wanna play?
What do you say?
Are you game?
Are you game-game-game-game-game-game
Are you- are you?
Game-game-game-game-game-game
Are you-are you?
Are you game?

[Verse 2]
Now it's looking like a contest
Show me do you really want this
I'm mmm moving at the right pace
And you’re trip, tripping on your shoelace
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[Pre-Chorus]
I can feel the hum and the rush of the crowd
I can hear the claps and the noise getting loud
Whatcha gonna do when the clock runs out?
The time is now

[Chorus]
What do you say?
Do you wanna play?
What do you say?
Are you game?
Are you game-game-game-game-game-game?
Are you- are you?
Game-game-game-game-game-game
Are you-are you?

[Bridge]
The time is now
Are you- are you game?
The time is now
Are you game-game-game-game-game-game?
The time is now
Are you-are you?
Are you game-game-game-game-game-game?
The time is now
Are you-are you?
[Chorus]
What do you say?
Do you wanna play?
What do you say?
Are you game?
Are you game-game-game-game-game-game?
Are you- are you?
Game-game-game-game-game-game?
Are you-are you?

[Outro]
What do you say?
Do you wanna play?
What do you say?
Are you game?
Are you game?
R U Game by Hael
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♫ Runaway (Orchestral) -- AURORA

[personal profile] alwaysme 2025-05-22 12:04 am (UTC)(link)

I was listening to the ocean
I saw a face in the sand
But when I picked it up
Then it vanished away from my hands, down
I had a dream I was seven
Climbing my way in a tree
I saw a piece of heaven
Waiting, impatient, for me, down
And I was running far away
Would I run off the world someday?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
I was dancing in the rain
I felt alive and I can't complain
But now take me home
Take me home where I belong
I can't take it anymore
I was painting a picture
The picture was a painting of you
And for a moment I thought you were here
But then again, it wasn't true, down
And all this time I have been lying
Oh, lying in secret to myself
I've been putting sorrow on the farthest place on my shelf
And I was running far away
Would I run off the world someday?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
And I was dancing in the rain
I felt alive and I can't complain
But now take me home
Take me home where I belong
I got no other place to go
Now take me home
Take me home where I belong
I got no other place to go
Now take me home
Take me home where I belong
I can't take it anymore
But I kept running for a soft place to fall
And I kept running for a soft place to fall
And I kept running for a soft place to fall
And I kept running for a soft place to fall
And I was running far away
Would I run off the world someday?
But now take me home
Take me home where I belong
I got no other place to go
Now take me home
Take me home where I belong
I got no other place to go
Now take me home, home where I belong
Now take me home, home where I belong
Now take me home, home where I belong
Now take me home, home where I belong
I can't take it anymore
Runaway (Orchestral) by AURORA
Edited 2025-05-22 00:07 (UTC)
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♫ Eat the Acid -- Kesha

[personal profile] alwaysme 2025-05-22 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
You don't wanna be changed like it changed me
You don't wanna be changed like it changed me
You don't wanna be changed like it changed me
You don't wanna be changed like it changed me
Been dodgin' gods I didn't want
(You don't wanna be changed like it changed me)
I'd gotten used to bein' lost
(You don't wanna be changed like it changed me)
I never felt like I belonged
(You don't wanna be changed like it changеd me)
Turns out my mama wasn't wrong
(You don't wanna be changed likе it changed me)
You said, "Don't ever eat the acid if
You don't wanna be changed like it changed me"
You said, "All the edges got so jagged now
Everything you saw then can't be unseen"
Last night, I saw it all
Last night, I talked to God
you don't wanna be changed like it changed me
(Ah-ah, ah-ah) you don't wanna be changed like it changed me
(Ah-ah, ah-ah) you don't wanna be changed like it changed me
(Ah-ah, ah-ah) you don't wanna be changed like it changed me
I swear to God, I closed my eyes
I heard a voice inside my mind
The universe said, "Now's your time"
And told me everything's alright
You said, "Don't ever eat the acid if
You don't wanna be changed like it changed me"
You said, "All the edges got so jagged now
Everything you saw then can't be unseen"
You said, "Don't ever eat the acid if
You don't wanna be changed like it changed me"
You said, "All the edges got so jagged now
Everything you saw then can't be unseen"
Last night, I saw it all
Last night, I talked to God
you don't wanna be changed like it changed me
(Ah-ah, ah-ah) you don't wanna be changed like it changed me
I searched for answers all my life
Dead in the dark, I saw a light
I am the one that I've been fighting the whole time
Hate has no place in the divine
In the divine
In the divine
In the divine
In the divine
Place in the divine
You said, "Don't ever eat the acid if
You don't wanna be changed like it changed me"
You said, "All the edges got so jagged now
Everything you saw then can't be unseen"
You said that the universe is magic
Just open up your eyes, the signs are waiting
You said, "Don't ever eat the acid if
You don't wanna be changed like it changed me"
Last night, I saw it all
Last night, I talked to God
you don't wanna be changed like it changed me
(Ah-ah, ah-ah) you don't wanna be changed like it changed me
(Ah-ah, ah-ah) you don't wanna be changed like it changed me
(Ah-ah, ah-ah) you don't wanna be changed like it changed me
Eat the Acid by Kesha
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♫ Wasteland -- Royal & the Serpent (Arcane)

[personal profile] alwaysme 2025-05-22 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
[Verse 1]
I've held on for as long as I can
For the ones that I had to defend
I've been strong every day of my life
If she wants, death could take me this time

[Chorus]
This world is a wasteland where nothing can grow
I used to have strength, but I ran out of hope
I know it's my fault that I'm here all alone
This world is a wasteland

[Post-Chorus]
Please let me go, go, go, go, go, go, go

[Verse 2]
If I could just lay my head down and rest
If there was nothing to fight or protect
Maybe then I could finally be free
Maybe death is like falling asleep

[Chorus]
This world is a wasteland whеre nothing can grow
I used to have strеngth, but I ran out of hope
I know it's my fault that I'm here all alone
This world is a wasteland
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[Bridge]
I'm not ready to face it
Don't go saying goodbye
There's a beauty in changes
And I wanna try

[Chorus]
This world is a wasteland where nothing can grow
If it weren't for you, I'd be here all alone
I know in my heart this is where we belong
This world is a wasteland

[Outro]
Don't let me go, go, go, go, go, go, go
Don't let me go
Wasteland by Royal & the Serpent for Arcane
Edited 2025-05-22 00:09 (UTC)
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♫ Shut it Off -- Bishop Briggs

[personal profile] alwaysme 2025-05-22 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
[Verse 1]
I cut my hair, I shave it off
Break out late night, run neon signs
My mind is broken by design
I'm sick of saying, "I'm fine"
Done smiling, done being soft
I'm screaming straight from my chest
I'm wicked, no need for rest
Don't call me, don't waste your breath

[Pre-Chorus]
Big men who talk like little boys
Say I'm too much
Baby, fuck that noise

[Chorus]
(Shut it off)
I'm the one talking now
(Shut it off)
I'm not backing down
(Shut it off)
Baby, can you hear me know?
Then you shut your mouth
Boom-boom, big shot kick rocks
I don't wanna hear it anymore
Boom-boom, click-click, guess what?
I'm the one who's banging down the door
You might also like
[Verse 2]
I'm like lipstick on a gun
So hard, so pretty, so cold
So funny watching you run
Run, run, baby, run, run

[Pre-Chorus]
Big men who talk like little boys
Say I'm too much
Baby, fuck that noise

[Chorus]
(Shut it off)
I'm the one talking now
(Shut it off)
I'm not backing down
(Shut it off)
Baby, can you hear me know?
Then you shut your mouth
Boom-boom, big shot kick rocks
I don't wanna hear it anymore
Boom-boom, click-click, guess what?
I'm the one who's banging down the door

[Bridge]
I'm the one talking now
I'm not backing down
[Chorus]
(Shut it off)
I'm the one talking now
(Shut it off)
I'm not backing down
(Shut it off)
Baby, can you hear me know?
Then you shut your mouth
Boom-boom, big shot kick rocks
I don't wanna hear it anymore
Boom-boom, click-click, guess what?
I'm the one who's banging down the door
Shut It Off by Bishop Briggs
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