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"The Dread of Your Dreams here. Maybe I'll call you back. If it's interesting.

Oh but if you need work done whether it mechanics or decals, I'm your gal, definitely leave your number.

If you want work UNDONE I think you got the wrong person."

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Vi

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Jack

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@godjr

Laura

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Jason

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Vi

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[godjr]

It scares me that I might. [ He says honestly.] I've killed a lot of people. And it felt just and righteous when I did, because other people told me it was, but I'm not sure what I think anymore.

[ Jack goes a lot by what other people tell him. He's still struggling with that sort of mentality. Billie told him that he had to build a bomb to kill Chuck. His parents told him that he had to kill monsters to save innocent lives. Mary told him in the Apocalypse World he had to kill angels to protect people. Each time, Jack has said okay, and he's done it, but internally, he worries if it's a slippery slope to becoming Lucifer.]

I'd like to see what it's like not to be a weapon. If maybe that'll be better.

[ It's a work in progress. Jack's intentionally not killed anyone since getting here, even when the bandits have tried to attack him. He's managed to knock them out and protect people without killing, and he's going to work hard at keeping it that way. ]

Maybe you could do that too here, if you wanted.

[alwaysme]

[She never would have guessed that he's killed anyone.] Maybe it wasn't righteous [it probably definitely wasn't righteous] but I think you'd know if you enjoyed it. The people around you, too, would probably notice even if you couldn't see it.

[I was made to be a weapon. ... An asshole I respect, once told me not to be what they made me.

I'd like to see what it's like not to be a weapon.

God. How many messed-up kids are in this place?] My um... business associate. She told me it helps her just to take a moment to stop and think and ask why she's pulling the trigger. And it helps, sometimes. To know the reason why. And maybe sometimes we won't do it--at least for the... wrong reasons.

[godjr]

I enjoyed killing my uncle. He destroyed a world, he killed my friends, he possessed my adopted father. I was the only one who could end him, so I did. I don't regret that.

[ That's what he means by righteous. Michael did plenty of things that caused him to need to die, and for Jack to feel like he was doing the right thing to end it. It did feel good at the time for everyone to be free of him. Jack saved Rowena too, she was being possessed at the time, and then he got all of Michael's power. He's not so sure he liked that part, given what happened next and what killing Michael cost him long-term, but that act is not something he is sorry about.

There are a whole lot of messed-up kids in this place, Jinx. The two of them might not even be the worst off.]

I keep coming across these raiders doing terrible things, and it would be so easy to kill them. Maybe I should, to protect people. Maybe letting them go free is worse.

[ Does that mean everyone they kill afterward is on Jack's shoulders too? Eventually he is going to have to make some hard decisions about his choices, and what he is prepared to do to keep being a Winchester. He focuses on her.]

You couldn't be like my father. He was evil. I can tell you're not.